The honesty of my music has left me too exposed

It all comes spilling out like I hit a vein.

And I've been getting high to balance out the lows.

And if my tears hold value, I would drop one for every single thing you showed me.

And I'll be standing in a puddle.

You know I spend money because spending time is hopeless.

And know I pop bottles 'cause I bottle my emotions.

I should be on top of the world, just chillin' here.

And now security follows me everywhere so I'm never actually alone, I just always feel alone.

I think I'm scared of what the future holds.

I remember you, this feeling isn't new.

Oh, but it is. It so is.

And you have no idea how badly I want to tell you.